thank you for making me see there's a life in me, it was dying to get out.
the boy in my life honestly makes me more happy than i thought i could be. we get into spats a lot, but they are usually quickly resolved & lead to progress. he gives me a feeling of home that i haven't had in a long, long time. this is the third night i haven't got to sleep in his arms in a row, which is the longest we've gone since we started spending time together. &i gotta say. it sucks. but i got to go to his family christmas party yesterday & it was really fabulous meeting his family & spending time with him. &we got to cuddle on a twin bed for a little while before we fell asleep. we're going back to boston tomorrow & i can't wait to get to sleep next to him. yes this is cheesy. oh well. i feel cheesy. i put together a little christmas package for him. nothing big. but it made me feel so good writing out a card & puttin all the cute little things i got him into a cute little bag. because he deserves many many great things. more great things than i can give him, but at the same time i am confident in saying that i am giving him all of me & i think that's the best thing i can give. i love him.